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@3TomatoesShort that's what scared me so much, my ability to control my visceral reaction to the source was limited. My wife had to remove me from the situation on several occasions. Sometimes the escalation from calm to massive overload took only seconds. Fortunately my reactions were not physical but I would end up screaming at everyone to go away while holding my ears and closing my eyes. It scared my kids and I hate myself for that. It is better now but takes constant vigilance.