Sophie McKeand<p>I am in love with Sweden. It’s so similar in wet weather to Wales, & as green & glorious. Stockholm is an amazing city & I love hearing the wealth of languages as we travel Europe, although I’m now acutely aware of how little I understand the languages in these Northern European countries. <br>I’ve had a difficult relationship with language & place identity. Because of a chaotic, transient upbringing nothing gives me anxiety more than the question, ‘where are you from?’<br>Knowing ‘who I am’ had to come before I could even begin to answer ‘where I’m from’, & still it’s taken a long time for me to answer.<br>My (great) grandparents were economic migrants from across the British Isles to north Wales & just across the border in England. We’re English-speaking Welsh borderlands people. <br>Truly understanding the country of my birth meant educating myself on the deliberate dismantling of Welsh language & culture by English oppressors, & so I learned Welsh, embraced the beautiful minority culture that I shared a landmass with.<br>Did I then go too far? <br>English, my first language, is that of oppressors, colonisers, & slave owners, but perhaps I began to take too much responsibility for that; maybe my connection to the very language in which I write & think & dream, that is the language of my ancestors & grandchildren, became disjointed as this schism deepened.<br>I turned to creating literature as a way to explore this dichotomous life, employing narrative arcs in The MthR Trilogy to navigate through themes of language & place. <br>I emerge from that piece of writing a different woman, someone who has made peace with herself, & her mother tongue; someone who can acknowledge the difficult history of the English language while still embracing this gorgeous international linguistic kaleidoscopic form of communication spoken by so many. </p><p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/amwriting" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>amwriting</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/languages" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>languages</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/ddwyieithog" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ddwyieithog</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/themthrtrilogy" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>themthrtrilogy</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/poetlife" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>poetlife</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/writing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>writing</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/books" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>books</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/indiepublishing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>indiepublishing</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/bookthoughts" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>bookthoughts</span></a></p>